Why do I say all this? Because I never want anyone to think this blog is on how I've got it all together. I assure you I do not. I am like you. I fall short of the glory of God daily. I don't always like sharing my failures and motherhood mishaps, but if that is what helps someone else see God, then so be it.
I guess my point is that God may call you to do somethings that you might not want to do. It might be scary, hard, or uncomfortable, you may be like me and feel completely unqualified. But when you do it you will be blessed. The blessing is the peace in knowing you listening to His voice. We might not always experience the reason, but trust me God always has one.
I don't know where my writing may take me. I don't know if I am meant to do this my whole life, but I know now is the time. When our concern becomes not wanting anyone to live without Him, everything else is secondary. Let us not forget earth is not our forever home. Heaven and hell are very real. I don't know about you, about I don't want anyone to choose the second option.