The pain and fear rip through me as if I'm made of nothing more than tissue paper.
Not again I think to myself as I am enveloped into nothingness.
The deepest black is all I see.
A continual ache is turning my blood cold.
Before I would cower in my pain and hide both physically and emotionally.
I still feel it, but I call out to You.
In the depth of this despair which they call anxiety.
When I give names to my emotions and they don't seems so scary
I took away their power
So sadness, I will beat you with joy.
Joy for my Savior and for another day on this earth to share His word.
Self Hatred, you can leave. I am made in His image, therefore beautiful in His eyes and that's all that matters. There's the door.
Loathing, I don't know you anymore. A stranger to me now. Good bye.
Heartache, when you call I will refuse to pick up. I am healed and loved by one who is repairing your damage as we speak.
And lastly guilt and shame, you are not welcome in this place. I am forgiven and loved. You have had your fun with my heart, now it belongs to the one who made it.
As my breath calms and vision clears I see your light.
It brightens this darkness that tried to take me.
Not again I think to myself as I am enveloped into nothingness.
The deepest black is all I see.
A continual ache is turning my blood cold.
Before I would cower in my pain and hide both physically and emotionally.
I still feel it, but I call out to You.
In the depth of this despair which they call anxiety.
When I give names to my emotions and they don't seems so scary
I took away their power
So sadness, I will beat you with joy.
Joy for my Savior and for another day on this earth to share His word.
Self Hatred, you can leave. I am made in His image, therefore beautiful in His eyes and that's all that matters. There's the door.
Loathing, I don't know you anymore. A stranger to me now. Good bye.
Heartache, when you call I will refuse to pick up. I am healed and loved by one who is repairing your damage as we speak.
And lastly guilt and shame, you are not welcome in this place. I am forgiven and loved. You have had your fun with my heart, now it belongs to the one who made it.
As my breath calms and vision clears I see your light.
It brightens this darkness that tried to take me.
