I am the most imperfect, most sinful, beautiful disaster you will meet. Yet I am here, I am thriving, and so blessed to have another year to share Christ's love with others. Do I do it beautifully? Am I always graceful? Nope and nope. I've come here kicking and screaming, and yet here I am. What am I trying to say here? That even in physical and emotional pain God had used this beautiful disaster. And loves this broken mess of a human that I am. Why do I share this with you? Because I need to remind myself. As we speak I have been dealing with terrible back pain for the last two months. Walking, sitting, and sometimes lying down is painful. I don't say this to make u feel sorry for me, but through this I have had more time to think, and spend time with myself. My joy has been a bit depleted, but I am amazed at how God still uses me, and those around me for His glory. How He has given my husband an amazing amount of patience and tenderness while listening to me cry. How my children are learning to give mom grace and showing what they have been taught. And how God can still use me. He has brought me through so much before, this too is just a part of my chaotic, beautiful story. So if you ever feel like you aren't making a difference or don't matter to the kingdom, THINK AGAIN! He can use all the chapters of our story to write a beautiful novel that is you. Remember this is only a chapter in your life. This will not last forever. The pain, heartache, and the world will return to normal some day. Take time to breath in His grace that He wants to wrap you in. He's got this. He's got you. Keep trusting, keep believing, keep fighting. Love you my friends. Never give up.
Matthew 10:31 So don't be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows.
Matthew 10:31 So don't be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows.
